She remembers that Night how guilty and angry was with herself she called herself names, she was in washroom looking in the mirror staring at her face covered with tears and kohl "how could you Naina, how COULD YOUUU?" She screamed at herself.

"Bahot proud ho raha hai khud par aisa ghatiya ghinona kaam kar ke, akhir aa hi gayi na usi category ki ladkiyo mein jinse tu sabse zyada nafrat karti thi. Tujhse bada aasteen ka sanp to koi ho hi nahi sakta, jis ladki ne tujhe sab kuch diya ghar, parivaar, aish, araam, khusiya, dosti, jeene ki wajah... Aj tune usi ke ghar ki neev ko hila diya,how can you do this? How can you... BITCH" she broke the mirror not able to bear her own refletion, she was disgusted of her own self.